Arjun my son would be starting school from 16thOctober. This is our last week together where we can have him to ourselves. He will be a grown boy now. Towards the end of my pregnancy I would want to keep Arjun to myself safe and sound within me :) sometimes forever. Arjun's daddy is feeling sorry for him..here begins his life..
I was telling him and myself to look at it this way..he will have first friends in his life. My boy is so full of wonder about the world around him. He will get to hang out with people his age. He will be 2.4yrs this month. He will like school I am sure. He is more social than I ever was..much more tolerant than I am and much more adaptable. Today I woke him up a little earlier than his usual wakeup time and bathed him quickly to see if could get ready by 8.30 for the 9 o'clock school. We managed to get ready almost half an hour before time.
Time flies.. Arjun speaks so much now. That unconditional love he showers upon us..particularly me..It's the best thing that can happen to anyone. Motherhood.
More than him I am worried about how I will manage to leave him at school on the 1st day. I just pray to the Goddess as she is the mother to us all that I am letting my son take his first step in the world out there, I won't be there all the time with him at his every step but she would be..so for her to be there for my Arjun as his protector throughout his life even as he becomes a man of fifty and hundred someday.